Mysteries to be unveiled

Days falls off from my life so as from others. We humans want to live a happy life, won’t we? But those who thought about it want to left something for next generation and they are willing to suffer for it, if needed.  But many will realize their worthlessness very – if not at all -  late.

For the past few days, I feel comfort, sensation of some achievement. To be true, I don’t know the reason, but that’s relaxing and I’m happy. The reason, I think will unveil to me in not so distant future. Sometimes I feel some event in present happened before me in past and I can remember them crystal clear. Some other times I feels something and later turns out to be true. “Wow Intuitions “, You can laugh at it.  I don’t care. But I just feels they are there and that, I can take for my advantage. So I hope, something really worth is going to be mine or happened to be mine, still I doesn’t get a clue of what it is or something like that. I won a precious unknown unknown

I’m looking forward patiently but anxiously to know what’s awaiting me.

Dilemma

For the first time in my life, I started to feel dilemma about my future.
Do I’ve to pursue MBA now or Is it better to go for WASE program of WIPRO
or as System associate in iGATE Global Solutions.

I don’t know. My mind is swinging like a pendulum. I’ve hope, ’cause it’s not swinging hard.
Reasons are many,
I know I can do well with Computers and I love them. My friends keep saying that
Computer is good for me. Teachers are saying that, Join for the job and do  higher studies as part-time.

But in both interviews sessions, the HR’s told me to pursue higher studies after seeing my score.
My Family and relatives says that,  do higher studies now.

And do I need any more reasons to be confused. Can I perform well as a business man.
As a manager or as a financial consultant., etc.,
I’ve such doubts too.

I know I don’t like to be a marketing guy. So the finance and HR are my hopes.
Yes systems, IT and operations are not there in the institute I joined.

College doesn’t have an AICTE approval, So I’m concerned about the feasibility to get a loan.
So far college is doing well. And I trusted them and doesn’t even applied to any other college.

Before I’m in a similar problem, when I joined for B.Sc computer science since that years B.Tech admissions are lagged a lot.
After getting a Mechanical seat I decided to not go for it in favor of Computer Science. Now, After 3 years I feel no guilty.
I landed in two good job opportunities and my friends are still studying. And their future opportunities are tallied with mine. In short I earned 1 year, That’s precious.

But this time I cannot able to land in a solid decision as before. But I hope after one month at MILE, Pune,
I can successfully prove that I’m not wrong.